UGH!!!

Doctor called today. Adair's HCG level is up. Cancer is still there. Bone marrow transplant didn't work. It's been a tough day. I think we are both in shock right now. I realize I'm not writing full sentences but that is about how my brain is working! :(

Tomorrow we are going to Modesto to have a PET scan done. Dr. Weng said that if they see active tumors that can be removed surgically that is probably what they will do. In the past we were told that surgery wasn't an option because of the number of tumors Adair had. They said that with his type of cancer, if one cell is left behind the cancer could spread! This is not the outcome we expected. I can't believe Adair has to be put through more crap!! He is finally starting to feel a little like his old self and now he will be knocked back down again whether through surgery or more chemo! I'm at a loss...

Please keep Adair in your thoughts and prayers. He is having a tough time digesting this news. I will update as soon as we know anything new...